儿(er)媳从最初的惊吓愣呆中清(qing)醒(xing)过来,才突然意识(shi)到(dao)豆芽里的麦草是怎么(me)回(hui)事,羞(xiu)辱得无地自(zi)容(rong),想哭又哭不出来,听着阿公的脚步(bu)声(sheng)响到上房东(dong)屋,接着(zhe)就(jiu)是(shi)门闩迅猛关(guan)插的响声。她不(bu)知不觉(jiao)从(cong)石墩上(shang)溜跌下去,跌在地上,双手紧紧抓(zhua)着(zhe)胸前(qian)的(de)衣襟,垂下无法支撑起(qi)来的头(tou),意识(shi)到自(zi)己永(yong)远也(ye)站(zhan)立不起来了。她感觉到(dao)脖(bo)颈上有(you)一股温(wen)热,用手摸到一(yi)把(ba)鲜血,才知道(dao)嘴唇咬破了,开(kai)始(shi)有疼痛(tong)的感觉。她扬起脑袋乞(qi)望天宇,一(yi)轮满(man)月(yue)偏(pian)斜(xie)到房(fang)脊(ji)西侧,依(yi)然满弓(gong)依然明亮。她低下头(tou)瞅见狼藉(jie)的(de)杯(bei)碟和掺杂(za)着碎(sui)麦草的豆芽儿,默默地(di)收拢筷子碟子,到(dao)灶房里洗刷后(hou)又回到厦(xia)屋。她想到一根绳(sheng)子(zi)和可(ke)以挂绳子的门框,取(qu)出绱鞋(xie)用(yong)出绳子(zi)把五股合为一股却停(ting)住了挽结套(tao)环的手,说不清是丧失了勇气(qi)还(hai)是更改了(le)主意(yi),把绳子又塞到炕(kang)席底(di)下(xia)……
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